Inspired

I easily get inspired by people. These days, I have been feeling scared and uncertain about my future. But I guess, everybody is, uncertain at least. I have been bothered with my feeling scared but I could not do anything about it. There seems to be no strong wall that I could lean on. Of course, my fear is founded on the fact that I might be pursuing something that I want to pursue but should not be pursued right now, taking up law.

In spite of the uncertainty, I plunged myself into it because of not having a personal response to this question, "Kung ngayon, paano. Kung hindi ngayon kailan?" I decided to just jump into it without knowing how, without a definite answer to the "paano" question. I believed (and still believe) that it might be easier to work on the how as I continuously face life on a daily basis, instead of facing life everyday and get bothered by the question "when"

Back to the real topic of my post, I GET EASILY INSPIRED BY PEOPLE. So here is a direct quote from one of my bosses in my first job right after college. [I will be leaving this job this week, in order to fully pursue that which I chose to pursue, law school]

Hi Chikit, it's only now that I was able to read your article. It reminded me of my 1st year here in Manila where I had to scrimp and forego merienda - even jeepney rides coming from school homewards. With your resourcefulness, industry and drive, I know God will bless you with success in your endeavors.

It was a Skype message which I read upon arriving in the office. With all the nervousness I was feeling because I need to finish work tasks and at the same time, read for tonight's quiz in Philosophy of Law, I managed to write this post for the mere fact that I felt inspired.