Been Posting Crap Nowadays

Realization of the day: I still suck at news writing. I did not really feel bad about it. It was just weird that my writing style has not improved since (insert time immemorial here). I need training to write good news stories. Well, I have had a lot of trainings on news writing but the only thing I know is that the lead should contain the 5Ws and H. However, I could not seem to be able to really apply it when I write (even when I think I have applied the rule).

Another realization of the day: Regarding (code), if it is going to come, it will come. I think I have preoccupied myself too much of thinking about getting this (code) that I forgot there are more important things in life. Well, I have been happy and productive the past weeks but I could not deny that I really focused too much on (code), to the point that I can relate almost (literally) everything to (code). This is not a good thing. I have been probably moving way too fast when I should have not moved at all, all for the sake of this (code). Now, I should go back to what I am here for: I need to be a student (diligent student in that matter). I do not know what to do with (code). Not really sure if moving or not moving would be the right thing to do. Well at least, it is not a case of "damn if i do, damn if i don't." It's I think more of the fact that I am afraid of doing something for (code) and having negative (even painful) consequences, very painful I could not even say the word for (code).

Realization just now: Should I be bothered that I am seeing (code) more as possible source of negative and painful consequences than possible source of happiness and inspiration as many people see (code) as such?

What I am Sure of: Code (aka College Senior Year version in Law School) is so not going to happen. Code should be different. But I do not know if I should be "working" on it or even "entertaining" the possibility of it.  Also, I will never be caught unprepared for class (I also do not know if I can do it).